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Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Exactly a year difference. Is this coincidence or something? Certainly surprise me. Maybe It's just DECEMBER. LIFE'S GREAT. Whatever LIFE throws at me. It's not gonna stop me from enjoying LIFE. Mark My Words - 2 years from now. I'm gonna see a big change in myself. Unwavering Motivation Upon My Solemn Words. <-Day-dreamed-> at 4:51 PM :: link
What's up with me? 
<-Day-dreamed-> at 4:32 PM :: link Monday, December 20, 2010
It's reaching a new year. 2011. There's something i need to tell you o' great 2010. YOU SUCK BIG TIME. I cant believed how many heart breaking moments i had during this year. Year 2010. Are you trying to make me stronger? FARK. It's not fun and totally not amusing at all. But anyway. I should thank it for that as well. It helped me straightened out my thoughts. I feel so ashamed of myself and realized how some of my actions and emotions make me seems like an Imbecile. I am truly one this year. O'Great 2011. I'm going through a huge transition here from a student to a full-time working adult, so please. Stop giving me setbacks. I'VE HAD ENOUGH. <-Day-dreamed-> at 2:29 AM :: link Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Oh yeah. Reflected. Another New record to be written down in my history. Another painful archive. Yet another new experience. Yes Never. The previous weeks was a real hell torture for me. But HELL YEAH. I struggled through it and bounced back. I'm so prone to this kinda thing huh. Whatever the saying goes. And it always that saying goes and it forever will be. "What's yours will be yours. What's not will not be yours" But.. I just wanna.. experience.. Oh well. If that's the case. Means I still have to live by that saying. Strong I am. And I will Be. <-Day-dreamed-> at 8:06 AM :: link Monday, October 25, 2010
Life's been wild for me. Well. It's been good and it's been bad. Kind of depressing life i had when it comes to... But on the other side. It was a fulfilling journey I've had. And it makes me realise how weak I actually am. Internship was one hell of a blast. Experienced all kinds of sweet bitter sour and even heart breaking and wrenching moments. People just come and go in your life. When one thing ends. It just fall apart. WHATEVER <-Day-dreamed-> at 8:23 AM :: link Friday, December 18, 2009
MAHJONG, What's up with my craze towards mahjong man? Since last week, my hands have been itching for some tiles. And Daniel that tweety bird rejected me countless of time TILL TODAY. And i seem to be losing money everytime.. Let's see, I've lost my wallet, TWICE. Together with my M'sia IC and my most important Student Permit Card. This is an absolute reverance towards my god-damned self-carelessness, F*CK ! And my PSP which i have bought from Nicola seems to malfunction too... WTFWTFWTWFTWFWTFWTWFTWFWTWFWFWTFWTWFTW. For godness sake i still owe her 50 Bucks for the PSP. LOL. Sorry Nic, I will definitely return you the $, I swear upon my Blog : ) Although I've owe you for more than a year. SOrry ! and errr... many other problems which i have mostly forgotten. Somehow i am glad to be blessed with a poor memory, or should i say cursed? : / My luck meter has totally hit the rock bottom near to the negative man! Anyway, some of the good things. The return of Usa from her home country? Okay la, I'll give credit for that! David just invited me to his house for a mahjong session next tuesday with alex and all. Oh man, i cant wait ! Although I'm broke. Celebrating AH BOO's birdday, Yeah man, with that gay whom I have always confided with, together with the Secondary Gang. Alright! A New year is coming, both chinese and you know. Hope my windfall will have a huge transformation this upcoming new years. I'm going for a big change next year i swear, well of course, if everything goes as smoothly as I have planned. This is for you Alvin Ngor . <-Day-dreamed-> at 4:28 AM :: link Thursday, December 03, 2009
Well, the result was expected although i really hate to bow down to reality.. Life still has to move on! And i guess i should just get used to this. It's kinda fun having this mixed emotions after a long time of not experiencing it. Oh Ho Ho! This sucks, and it's sucks totally. <-Day-dreamed-> at 11:58 PM :: link Monday, November 30, 2009
How long was it since the last time i saw Usa. I even missed the last dinner with her before she leaves S'pore! Sorry man. But anyway, It's good to have you back, that means I've just regained an extra listening ears for me to vent my frustrations : ). There was a period when my group of friends permed thier hair. Remind me of the hairstyle i once used to have during those morning rush hours. And Usa permmed her hair too. Well, hey usa, if u happen to read this, I will just say It's pretty nice, but maybe it doesn't suit you? Haha! honest opinion k. It been so long since i actually took a break from my work! Went to play L4d2 with those mentally unstable friends i have, it was really fun hanging out with them. Shouting and screaming at even the slightest possible mistake we made inside the game. Especially Eric, who got OWNED by zhiying HAHA. I just realised, i have only 1 group of friends and i ALWAYS hang out with them. Since secondary till now, it's always them them them and nothing but them. Nevertheless, they are the best. I will never feel left out or bored with their presence and it always feels good to hang out together. Being with these dudes brings out my real character and my nature of being talkative. We have almost Infinite topics to hop into, and that is the best part of being with them! Somehow, i couldn't act like myself when hanging out with other groups and i really dislike this part of me. Oh well. I always knew what's my priority are and what is the next step to take. But my heart just love to defies what my mind commands, and sometime, following your heart may not always be a good idea. If i can ever overcome this, i bet that will be the day when I will fully mature. Anyway, this week is gonna be a busy week. 3 upcoming test. And an additional test to my life. I wonder how will it turns out? Who knows. <-Day-dreamed-> at 12:40 AM :: link |